Blur-Berry's Tales

Be Happy.

2012-02-05T01:44:00.002+08:00

So far, I'm thankful with what I have had in my life.

Have gone through a lot.

I've learned a lot and of course I'm expecting more to come.

God challenges us with reasons.

I guess, they are all good reasons.

God gave us something and then He might take it away.

Yet, He'll definitely replace it with something better to you.

Because He has reserved that for you.

He's just waiting for the right time to give it to you.

No one wants to be upset all the time.

Yet, to be happy is just like wishing to see a rainbow.

You'll not get to see the rainbow if the day doesn't rain.

Simply means, to be happy, you'll have to go through sadness.

Not all the time but still you'll have to sometimes.

Thus, bare with the challenges that you are facing.

Because it worth a lot in the end.

Be happy no matter what happens.

Even if you've just done crying.

Always remember to smile again.

Awkward Moments.

2012-01-28T17:08:00.002+08:00

Sometimes the unexpected things always smack right on your face

and yeah, you'll get SURPRISEd!

I've few of them.

One of them is meeting Luqmanulhafiz.

Just the two of us.

You can start imagine how awkward it can be.

Hey, I've been missing this guy for so long.

I've never thought that we could be friends like once we've did.

I've always thought that he's never wanted this friendship.

But, who knows, we're still friends now.

You'll never know how awkward it is to be meeting up as friends.

Yet, it turned out to be great.

I guess, we've enjoyed the night and the conversations.

I think, we've even enjoyed those arguments that we've missed for so long.

That awkward moment just turned out awesome.

I hope this friendship will remain for as long as it could.

Losing you once hurts so much.

I don't hope for the second time now.

You'll just need to know that I'm ok if we're just friends.

Because I can't afford to lose you at all.

Happy Ending of 2011

2012-01-01T00:44:00.003+08:00

This is the reason why.

It's Deo!

Never knew that we will be friends as close as now.

Never knew from asking you to be strong would bring a change.

This is really unexpected but awesome.

p.s. I love your smile!

^_^

Lost in the crowds.

Love this shot.

Coz it makes you looked COOL!

Finally, our photo taken together.

Hoping more years to come for this unexpected friendship.

^_^

You are GREAT!

2011-12-30T00:41:00.002+08:00

I've met a great person sent by God.

Not a lover this time, but someone I called SIS!

^_______^

She's not only great in being a sis.

She's also a great daughter, wife and a great mom.

Her parents and family must have been very proud of her.

So am I!

We've never met.

We only knew each other through the net.

Yet, she's always full of positive words, care and love.

She's never failed to show her supports whenever I needed it.

She's always been there for me as a sis.

She's always been a good listener too.

I'm here to express my gratefulness.

My appreciations and I'm really glad to have met her.

Though we're a total stranger once, but now we're like sisters.

I hope this friendSHIP that has been built will always keep on sailing.

May you be blessed by God all the time.

Keep on being a great daughter, sis, wife and mom!

I'm proud of you!

I'm sure that your parents, family and friends do the same too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!

Oh, finally

2011-12-08T00:30:00.001+08:00

So, finally, everything has ended.

Yeah, ended in a dramatic way.

Who would expect that?

Obviously that's not what I expected it to be.

But, it just happened!

Oh well, long distance relationship sucks.

It can be maintained only with strong faith and trust.

And yeah, once trust is broken, everything means nothing.

Thank you for the lesson.

Thanks for loving me because of some other feelings rather than because of love.

Thanks for convincing me in the first place when I keep saying that I'm unsure.

Thanks for telling me how much you are in love with me when the fact that you are in love with someone else in the same time.

Thanks for everything inclusive of what's fake and true.

I'm a loser.

You know what, all these taught me to play safe now.

I'm once again afraid of falling in love.

I'm once again hard to trust anyone when they talk about love.

I'm once again crying because of heart broken.

I'm not blaming you but I just don't understand why?

Why all this?

What is your purpose?

Is this what people call it as, "falling in love because you're lonely not because you're ready"?

Whatever it is, I treasure every moments that we've had.

But, too bad, I can't accept what you've done.

May time heals all this.

THANK YOU!

Good game!

Love has always been a game in my life.

It's either the opponent or me to win the game.

But, unfortunately, I'm always the LOSER!

What a wonderful love life I've had.

I Can't!

2011-11-28T00:00:00.003+08:00

Yeah, I wanted to say that I can't keep pretending.

Because I'm just another ordinary person.

A person who has emotions and a fragile heart as well.

A fragile heart that is always being broken by others.

Sometimes I wonder if a broken heart could ever be mend.

Well, it's been a while since I'm like this.

Keep pretending that I'm OK.

That I'm strong.

When actually I really need someone to hold on.

Gosh, I'm waiting to collapse at any time.

Really. I'm serious.

I even pretended that I actually understand.

When I don't really understand why.

Why do you always say it's hard to explain?

Why do you always say sorry?

Why do you need to change?

Why? Why? Why?

But, nothing will be answered due to my favor.

And so, I'll just keep quiet and again, I'll just say, it's OK!

I guess, you should be grateful to have this kind of girlfriend.

A girlfriend who wouldn't force you to do what you don't want to do.

A girlfriend who would just stay and wait for you no matter what.

A girlfriend who wouldn't throw tantrums and sulk without reasons.

A girlfriend who has trust and loved you for any reasons.

But too bad, I guess, everything seems NOTHING to you now.

All this is leading me to a point when;

Everything seems meaningless to me now.

Don't even understand why do I need to have feelings, emotions, and heart.

Oh gosh! Without all this, my life would be much easier.

And don't even understand why am I here in this world.

A world that leaves so much scars on me.

I'm thankful for everything I have.

But, if I'm given a choice, I don't wish to be here.

Lovely..No, It's Lonely!

2011-11-21T00:02:00.003+08:00

Well, people define lonely differently.

Look at the quote above.

Don't y'all think it's cool?

I think it is.

You know what.

When the person you love is happy without you,

You'll feel the extreme loneliness in you.

Yeah, shit happens in life.

So do mine.

I don't know why it has to be that way.

But all I do is to FORCE myself to accept the fact of it.

Yeah, I'm facing shits everyday in my life.

So what!?

Nobody cares I guess.

Loneliness is my certified best friend now.

Thank you for being there for me every day and night.

Y'all know what.

I can't believe that I am still in love with him despite all these problems.

But no matter how hard I try, I can't feel him anymore.

It's like he's getting further and further away.

I don't know what to do.

Feel like locking myself up.

I don't feel like telling him that I miss him.

Though I do.

Coz I don't think he's feeling the same anymore.

So, it's like useless to say it out.

I've chosen this path.

I have to continue walking.

Even though I'm gonna walk ALONE.

I might have made the wrong decision in the first place,

but I've never regret coz he's made me happy once.

FML to the max!

F.I.N.E

2011-11-11T18:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes bad things happen.

Since no one is perfect in this world,

Nothing is gonna be perfect too.

Yet, I don't know how true is that.

Life has been great.

Meeting the unexpected, missing out the expected.

Beginnings are usually scary,

Ends are usually sad.

Well, I guess I'd say it's true.

What had happened to those happy days?

It's like, gosh, it's been years that I've never see you.

We're like strangers.

I miss you.

I miss those moment when we used to meet online.

Video calling each other.

I miss those moment when I can't stop checking on my FB's inbox.

I miss receiving surprises from you.

Too bad, things have changed.

I'm unable to turn back time.

The only sentence that will always pop out from my mouth would be;

I'm fine.

Well, I guess it's time to reminisce.

Reminiscing those good old days.

Only that way could make me smile and realize how strong our love has been.

How much that we've been through.

My life is just another plain boring one!

Such a LOSER!

Dayum! What Happened!?

2011-11-10T02:07:00.002+08:00

Dayum!

What had happened!?

I'm not sure though.

Too many things are happening in the same time.

Yet, so little time to bother each of it.

We've been busy with our own stuff for quite sometime.

Yes!

We hardly talked.

We hardly shared.

We hardly joked.

We hardly do anything together lately.

That's all I could say.

Dayum!

I don't know what had happened.

But someone said, "everything's gonna be alright when you're done with your assessments".

I guess so.

Busyness has been jealous and kept us apart.

Gosh, this is making me crazy.

Don't ask me why.

Don't tell me what to do.

I've had enough of things to bother.

I just need someone to hold me in the arms and tell me

that everything's gonna be alright.

T_T

This is causing frustrations to me.

I'm not blaming anyone nor myself.

But, I just hate this feelings that I've been having lately.

Dayum!

Buy me a COFFIN.

I'd be thankfool for that.

Hope Whispers.

2011-10-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes challenges in life just hit me hard on my face.

So hard that I come to thought that I'm too weak for it.

Too weak to go through the whole thing.

I often think of giving up.

Giving up everything that I have started.

But, what's the point?

I've started it, means it has to reach the end.

Every time I'm thinking of giving up,

That is when hope came and whispers to me.

Telling me not to and give it a chance.

Chances are the only thing I have; to contribute in my life.

I have nothing but chances.

Somehow, I am still fear of disappointments.

I am not afraid of giving chance but I am afraid of being disappointed over the same thing.

No matter what, I know that I still have to go on with life.

This is how life works.

It works in a wheel-like-journey.

Sometimes you'll be up above, sometimes you'll be down below.

The only thing I can do is to be strong.

And believe that everything's gonna be fine til' I got fed up in believing.

Unexpected.

2011-10-16T23:55:00.005+08:00

The most unpleasant day was on the night of 12th Oct.

You were on your way back to Philippines.

My tears dropped.

I cried silently in the car.

I tried to hold you tight coz I don't wanna let you go.

I know that I'll surely miss you a lot.

You kissed me before you leave.

My heart stopped for a moment.

I managed to laugh and smile before you leave.

Coz I don't want you to feel sad.

The moment you stepped into the boarding gate,

I started to miss you.

I wonder when can I see you again.

I told myself that we would meet again very soon.

And I hope it's gonna be real.

Can't stop thinking of you when you're gone.

Every day and night, you're occupied in my mind.

I've never stop praying.

I just want you back.

I really hope that God will answer my prayer.

So that, I can be with you again.

Everything seems alright whenever you are right beside me.

Coz I know you'll be around for me whenever I needed someone.

Coz I know you'll tell me that everything's gonna be okay.

I just wanna be with you.

That's the safest place that I could have ever been.

I just wanna let you know that I miss you badly.

I really do.

Letting Go

2011-09-27T13:45:00.003+08:00

Certain events in our life is not easy to be let go.

Thus, some people might hold on to their past.

Regardless of how long they could hold.

They just can't let go.

Though, past is always past.

Past will never come back and turn real.

Like how we can't turn back time.

Sometimes, there are times that I can't forget too.

Yet, I've decided to let go everything since the day I met you.

It's not as easy as ABC.

But, in the end, I've managed to do so.

Coz, I have trust in you.

The most important is that I love you.

I let go coz I believe that only you could make me happy.

Have you play your part?

I did played mine.

Would you let go yours?

I've let go mine.

All I wish is that you'd let go yours and we'll live on our own fairytales without need to think of any past.

Fear Most...

2011-09-22T00:27:00.004+08:00

Doubts.

That's what I have in me sometimes.

Not that I want it to be there.

Not that I purposely doubt.

But, it just appeared to be there.

I really don't know why.

But what I know most is that I love you.

Yes, I love you for real.

So real that words can't show.

Day by day has passed us by.

The closer we are, the more I fall for you.

Being attached so close makes me fear of losing you.

The thing that I fear most.

I'm afraid if I'd lose you one day.

Who can I rely on then?

Who can I share with?

Who'd comfort me and pick me up when I'm down?

And the questions go on.

You've turned my days into precious moments.

You've changed my world into a fairytale.

You've made me become the person that I am.

You've gave everything that a girl would dream of.

You're always perfect in my eyes.

Hindi ko gusto mawala ka.

p.s loveyoutildeathdouspart!

Forever Will Be...

2011-09-18T20:54:00.006+08:00

It's a blessing from above.

The feels of the warmness of your soul.

You've always been the greatest gift that I'm grateful for.

You've always come out with your very own idea to make me smile.

You're GREAT in your own unique way.

Have never met anyone like you before.

You'll FOREVER be my first and last.

That is the reason why you're irreplaceable.

Whatever comes, I only wish to be with you.

Be with you til the end of time.

I'll never give up on this relationship.

I'll never walk away.

N.E.V.E.R

No better words could describe how great my LOVE is to you.

No one could ever replace you in my HEART.

I wish you could see and feel how DEEP is my love.

I wish you'd understand how MUCH I love you.

I mean it when every time I say so.

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2011-08-24T11:16:00.000+08:00

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6 Months.

2011-08-20T12:07:00.005+08:00

6 months have passed without us realizing.

Trials that come and go make us stronger now and then.

Distance is our greatest enemy, yet, we're able to encounter that.

It teaches us how to be faithful and trustworthy.

This relationship becomes stronger when time goes by.

We've got to know each other better by days.

Jokes have filled up our conversations all the time.

We'd share the laughter and joy.

This love has make me realized that no matter what comes,

Everything will be just fine when I know that I have you.

Thank you for being there for me whenever I needed you.

You'll always be the key to my happiness.

Hoping that you're the one til the end.
Hold my hand, we'll go through the goods and bads together.
Promises made will never be forgotten.
Til death do us part.
Will keep my finger crossed til the last breathe.

p.s Happy Belated 6th Monthsary, Mr Bear!

One More Month

2011-08-17T22:18:00.002+08:00

Ain't no dreaming.

One more month to go.

And everything's gonna turn into reality.

What it is?

Well, surprise.

Or should I just mention it as,

Dream comes true moment?

I've been thinking when will we ever meet.

Since the day we get to know each other.

And now, everything has been answered.

Just 4 more weeks.

Should be slapping myself everyday.

What for?

To ensure myself that it's not a dream.

It's real.

R.E.A.L!

I'm excited and nervous.

I wonder how will I react?

What should I say?

This is gonna be funny and exciting.

I'll wait for it.

Love you so much!

I know you've always tried your very best just to make me smile.

You're always the key to my happiness.

May God bless us always and so that everything goes well as planned.

Hoping that you'll be my man til the end.

Amen.

You Never Try to Understand.

2011-07-25T02:18:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, it is really hard to be strong.

It has never been as easy as what we thought.

I often chose to be silent.

Yet, it hurts inside.

Yes, deep inside.

But, that's the only choice I have.

I know it's not easy to put away the past.

I know it's tough to let go.

But, do you ever know that it hurts when I know what's going on?

Do you ever think of what will happen if ever I confronted?

It hurts.

It really does.

Yeah, I know I am no one to ask you to stay away from her.

But, do you ever know that it really hurts me

when I see you telling her that you miss her?

Have you ever thought that my heart breaks

whenever you say that you still think of her?

You will never know coz I'll never tell.

You never appear just because you wanna talk to her.

Being invisible is what you did.

Which hurts me when I knew that that's what going on.

Is she that important?

Like, much important than me?

It's ok.

I'll take this as a challenge.

I'll stay as strong as I can.

But, if ever I'm down, please forgive me.

Not that I chose to quit, but, I'm tired.

Tired of all this drama.

Another Month.

2011-07-18T01:44:00.007+08:00

Yes, it's the fifth one.

We've been together for 5 months.

That's fast right?

Time flies.

Obstacles came one by one.

Even things almost fall apart.

Relationship almost goes detached.

Yet, we've made it this far.

You're always the one my everything.

You are worth fighting for.

Like I've promised, I'll stay no matter what.

Thank you for choosing me.

Thank you for loving me the same.

Every day and night, I pray that nothing will come between us.

I might be a little overprotecting.

But, it's because that I'm just afraid of losing you.

You've always be there for me to see me smile.

You're the answer to my happiness.

Jovenal Cruz, nothing much that I could ask for.

Hoping that you'll always be with me no matter what.

You'll always be the man for me.

Coz you're irreplaceable.

I LOVE YOU, DEAR MR. BEAR!

THIS IS FOR YOU:

Eventually, It'll Leave.

2011-07-16T17:22:00.006+08:00

That old saying is 100% right.
Yeah, right not left.

LOL!

Well, sometimes it's written that we'll meet a person.
A person who'll be your friend.
And then he/she will leave you when it's time to.
No one will stay forever.
That's the rule.

Yet, like the old saying says:

Good friends are like stars.

You don't always see them but you know they're there.

I hope that's true.

Friends who are leaving,

I wish you good luck in everything you do.

I'll always be here, right here, waiting for you.

No matter what, you know you can count on me.

Like what Bruno Mars sings.

When you're gone, things will definitely changed.

Yes, it will.

Nothing will stay the same.

We might be close now, we might be apart then.

But, what's for sure is you're a good friend of mine now and then.

Friendship is the best ship of all.
Appreciate it while you can.
Coz I do appreciate it a lot more than you know.

A Heart in the Mailbox

2011-07-15T22:53:00.005+08:00

I'm gonna be patient.

Yes I am!

Patient in the sense of values,

Not being a sick people kind of patient.

You wonder what is it about?

I'm wondering too.

Generally, it's a SURPRISE!

Woah, this is driving me nuts.

A surprise from Philippines.

I just can't stop wondering all the time.

*palm on face*

He's evil enough by providing me clues that don't help at all.

But, no matter what, I'll wait til it arrives.
A heart in the mailbox is all I'm waiting for now.

He's again making me to fall for him.

Indeed, he did that always.

Thanks for every little things you do.

Even though things have slightly changed,

Yet, what I felt for you has never changed.

We'll go through all the ups and downs together.

Til the very end of our last breathe.

I promise.

Long Lost

2011-07-14T11:57:00.004+08:00

This is Syafiq Haizat.

We know each other back in early of 2008.

It was in Sabah when we met each other.

Coz we were both stucked in the National Service camp.

Where the camp is located in the most 'sakai' place ever!

We first know each other during the cultural thingy event.

Coz I was curious if he's actually a sabahan or KL-ian.

HAHA.

He is fair enough to be a Sabahan though.

Well, that is why I decided to go up to him and said 'HI'

From then onward we became friends til now.

However, we never really meet or talk to each other after the camp.

Due to distance perhaps?

I don't know but we've been losing contact for 3 years.

Woah!

That's friggin' long right?

But God made us meet each other again after some times.

The picture above is the meeting-back-after-3-years moment!

HAHA ^^,

It's awkward at first, but it turns out to be pretty cool now.

We're closed to each other and we had fun.

We spend time together whenever there's a chance too.

Well, I really hope that this united back friendship will lasts longer.

If can, may it lasts forever.

Coz, no matter what happens, in the end, friends are all we need.

Right peeps?

Thank you for coming back to add more spices in my life.

Thank you for being there whenever I feel like eating up people.

Thank you for being my best friend.

This is for you, Syafiq Haizat!

Never knew that you'd be back after so long.

Never expect that we'll be this close after so long.

Never thought that the end of friendship after National Service

is actually the beginning of our friendship.

Never ever thought that that would happen in my life!

I appreciate every moment that you've sacrificed and spent for me.

I appreciate this friendship that has been built.

Cheerios from RACHEL.

My Bear, My Man.

2011-05-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

Mood: Missing Jovenal Cruz.

does anyone know how to stop falling in love?

no, not that i'm falling in love with another person.

but rather falling for the same person over and over again.

yes i did.

regardless of the distance and other obstacles.

i know it's tough.

yet, i'll try my very best to stay the same.

will still love you the same for now and forever.

coz no one could replace you.

you're just too special to be replaced though.

i'll be the one holding your hands.

i'll be the one making you happy.

i'll be the one staying by your side til the last heart beat.

that's what i've promised to you all this while.

love you til the end.

though you've found someone who's better than me someday.

i'll learn how to let you go.

but that doesn't mean i don't love you anymore.

instead, i want to see you happy.

and that's also because that i love you.

however, losing you is all i'm afraid of.

i wonder how could i go on with my life without you.

sometimes i would doubt too much.

not that i intended to but it's just uncontrollable.

everyday i wait for God's sign.

a sign showing that we'll be together always.

i know i might be thinking too much.

i just want to let you know that i really love you.

i really do.

and i wish that you do understand how i feel inside.

Days Without You!

2011-05-09T15:14:00.002+08:00

4 days without you is a doom!

4 days seem like 4 weeks to me now.

This is miserable.

I'm going crazy by missing you too much.

As usual, I'll wait for you patiently.

Like how I used to wait since the first time we met.

Waiting for you taught me not to give up.

Coz it's worth it to wait when finally I could talk to you again.

Which will then makes me smile like this ;D

Hey, I miss you so much!

Yes, I do!

Each and every day I miss you more.

My heart has grow fonder now I guess.

HAHA!

Come back online quickly, Mr Bear!

I need you now.

Love you so much!

Will always do.

Falling In Love Again...

2011-05-04T00:41:00.003+08:00

No great love that comes without challenges.

Yeap! I totally agree with that.

So far, we've been challenged somehow.

You, being haunted by your past.

That makes me worried.

We, facing communications breakdowns.

Anyhow, we managed to go through everything together.

So far, so good!

Ain't we?

Even though you scared the hell out of me.

Made me thought that I'm gonna lose you.

Deep inside, I know you'll come back to me.

Guess what, God has granted my prayers.

He sent you back to me.

I thank Him every day in every chance that I have.

Every time that I look into your eyes,

I see the truth.

Every words that came out from your mouth,

Made me fall for you again and again.

Seems like my heart is locked by every promise that you've made.

Thank you for everything.

You know how true I am to you.

I've never wanted to lose you.

Not anymore.

You'll always be mine.

I Love You, Jovenal Cruz!

Every Little Thing You Do

2011-04-02T20:29:00.002+08:00

Jovenal Cruz.

The one that I adore.

The one that I admire.

The one that I love.

The one that I called my EVERYTHING.

Every little thing he does, he makes me fall.

Yes!

In the way that I'll fall again and again.

He'll then picks me up again and again.

HAHA!

He did everything it takes to make me smile.

That's why I love him so much!

He's the nicest and sweetest guy ever.

Because he makes videos randomly for me!

Randomly in the sense of no matter what day it is.

Without special occasion or with.

He spends his time for me no matter what!

We share some common things too.

We love animals!

We love our families!

We love corny jokes!

We love romance comedy movies!

We love oldies and all kinda songs!

The most important is that we love each other!

To conclude, every little thing he does,

When it is all being compiled up,

He's my EVERYTHING!

Nothing's gonna change that.

p/s: My love will remain and grow each and every day.

True Happiness

2011-03-23T00:32:00.004+08:00

We met in an unplanned way.

What makes it sounds nicer is that:

We met each other through Dad.

I'd never thought of that possibilities.

What more to expect.

Every thing begin on February.

We began as friends.

We used every second to get to know each other.

We joke; we're happy whenever we're together.

He never fails to make me smile ever since.

He did his very best to convince me.

No matter how much I doubt.

He never gives up.

That's what amazed me.

Now, I'm glad that I have him.

He never fails to respect my parents, families and I.

Proposing to dad about his love towards me.

Proposing to dad about we being in a relationship.

That's my man; I would say!

Thanks for being my man always.

He is much appreciated and loved!

I wish every thing that has began would lasts.

Lasts like what we've promised it to be.

Lasts till our very last breathe.

Till our heart stops beating.

'Coz promises will always be promises to me.

He is the best gift that God has ever sent to me.

What else could I ask for.

My only wish will be:

May this two hearts that beat as one will beat as one forever.

Doubts

2011-02-12T23:51:00.004+08:00

Love.

Doubts.

Why must they come together?

It's tough to deal with.

I know I'm falling.

Yet, I'm doubting.

But, it doesn't means I'll turn away.

Love could be troublesome sometimes.

But it gives you happiness in the same time.

Doubts could cause frustrations.

But its a way to be careful.

Love makes you feel insecure.

Doubts make you feel frustrated.

I've been doubting too much.

I know it's unnecessary but it's just on my mind.

I've been doubting because I'm afraid.

I'm afraid of losing.

I'm afraid of getting hurt and hurting.

I'm afraid if I would ever regret.

I've been falling.

It's because I know you care.

I know you are for real.

You never gave up.

You never stop believing.

You gave me faith.

p/s maraming salamat sa pagpapasaya mo sa akin. Nahuhulog ako sayo.

Confess.

2011-02-10T19:11:00.004+08:00

I missed you even though I think of you everyday

Can I confess?

I'm missing you more each day

How I wish if time could stop ticking

So that we can have our own sweet time as long as we want

Then, you wouldn't be sad whenever we need to say goodbye

Every morning I wake up with a wide smile

Flashing back those previous moments we had

Thinking back how we met and how it started

Make me smile again

Though we're far apart, you never fail to show me how much you care

Do you know that you're such a loving guy?

If not, I'm telling you know that yes, you are

Despite of the tiredness and stress you have at work

You never fail to make me laugh and smile all day

Now you make me feel:

Hindi ko gusto mawala ka

p/s iamstilltrying.

Top Of The World

2011-02-09T16:22:00.004+08:00

Sometimes we never expect miracles to happen

But its possible that miracles do happen in our life

You'll never know when

You'll never know why

Love is something miraculous as it gives us surprises

Love makes us believes in hopes

Love puts us at the top of the world

Don't you think the quote above is awesome?

HAHA

That quote means a lot to me

And I would like to thank someone

Who'd made my life shine and happy all the time

Gave me the sweetest moment everyday

Salamat sa pagmamahal mo! =)

p/s namimiskita

Back To December

2011-01-31T00:38:00.002+08:00

Ouh crap!

it reminds me so much of the past

yup, the PAST!

It's been 2 years now

We've been separated

The first time i listen to this song,

there's a weird feeling crawled into my body

In a SNAP, i guess i do REMEMBER that feeling

The FEELING that i had before

I had on the first day we met

It's the most HAPPY day i'd ever had in my life

Time just can't defeat my feelings and I

They were just too STRONG to be defeated by TIME alone

Boo~

p/s freedomain'tnothingbutmissingyou

"DOWN" to Earth

2011-01-18T02:08:00.002+08:00

"DOWN" to earth!

Yes, I am

Both in the sense of HUMBLE and DOWN til fallin' down to earth

*HAHA*

Why?

Maybe I have had enough of HAPPY times

And now comes the SAD times

Maybe I have had enough LAUGHTERS

Thus, now comes the TEARS

Who knows WHY

Coz I don't even KNOW why

Ah, again...I would always say "it's life"

It's NORMAL to lead a life with UPs and DOWNs

To test how STRONG we are

To teach us a LESSON of life

To make us TOUGH to face future problems

And the many reasons go on

p/s haiz.

Again....

2011-01-13T20:45:00.006+08:00

Apparently I've FAILED one of my subjects

One and only subject that to me it's TOUGH

Sad case!

I'm DISAPPOINTED with myself though

But as quoted above

SUCCESS through FAILURE

Thus,

Yup, people used to say FAILURE is the ROAD to SUCCESS!
Therefore,

My FAILURES do not DEFINE me!
As Dr Hera Lukman said, "conquer what you think it's TOUGH to you"
I'll be standing up straight and CONQUER that particular subject

p/s icandoit!

Student Life

2011-01-11T17:42:00.002+08:00

Hey! Hey! Heyyo!

Started college yesterday

argh!

I'm overwhelmed on the first day!!

*bahahahahahaa*

nah..kidding!

I can feel the STRESS already

haish!

Why can't college life = peaceful life

It's a NO! NO! thing

Coz college life is always = hectic life

Anyway, happy to meet back those fellas!

yay!

Gonna create another new happy moments togetha!

Welcome back to COLLEGE guys!

p/s i'vegotnoideawhattoblogactuallyHAHA!

Happy New Year!

2011-01-01T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps!

Happy New Year

Starting new year with new resolutions?

Nah, not for me this year

*smile*

My previous resolutions were still not achieved yet

Well, celebrated my new year in The Curve

Nothing much though

But, something happened

I mean, something real MEANINGFUL to me

Uh-Oh!

I met someone COINCIDENTLY

Someone who had made me a HAPPY person once

And I do MISS him much

But, past is always past

Turning back time is IMPOSSIBLE

Anyway, I'm grateful that we met each other

And it's on the new year night

Last but not least, HELLO 2011!

May 2011 will bring me lotsa HAPPY moments

And 2010 will be my best MEMORIES ever

Here, I officially announce that

I WELCOME 2011 and GOODBYE 2010!

HAHAHA!

p/s hello2011

L O S T

2010-12-23T19:08:00.002+08:00

Losing someone is HURTFUL

No matter who they are

No matter how they've been treating you

No matter what

Daydreaming makes you SMILE

Yet, you will never sure of it

You never know will it turn out to be TRUE

It's just another version of your VIRTUAL life

FANTASIES drive you crazy

As it makes you feel BLISSED as if it's REAL

As if it can be applied in REALITY

Yet, it doesn't HAPPEN to be so

TRUE LOVE makes you wonder

WONDER much does it EXISTS

Yet, you will never find the ANSWER of it

Coz, it is not EASY to have ONE

LIFE ain't easy

It ain't as easy as what we ASSUME it to be

It will never turn out to be WHAT we PREDICT it to be

Though, life is TOUGH because we CAUSE it to be so

HUMAN is too COMPLEX to make life an EASY one

Thus, COMPLAINTS are useless

Yet, people do complains a lot

So do I!

p/s movingonbuti'malwaysafailureandusedtogetstucked

7 Days Without You

2010-12-22T22:49:00.005+08:00

Caption: Indera Mahkota 8, Kuantan

An old picture of mine

Around year '09 or '08 I guess

HAPPY is the word that I have in me now

Though SADNESS may come across in any time

With you being around me is MIRACULOUS

'Coz that's what make me SMILE

I'm GRATEFUL to have those MOMENTS

But, day WITHOUT you is just another PLAIN day

WAITING by the phone

HOPING that it's YOU

Drives me CRAZY in a way

p/s youareawesome

Less Than Three

2010-12-20T16:07:00.003+08:00

Walau raga kita terpisah jauh

Namun hati kita selalu dekat

Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu

Dan rasakan a a a aku

Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh

Terhapus ruang dan waktu

Percayakan kesetiaan ini

Pada ketulusan a a ai aishiteru

Above is a bunch of lyrics ;)

Yup, I'm in love with the song

Songs are my bestfriends when I felt lonely

And they comfort me most of the time

As well as making me smile

whenever it's related to someone

I guess you guys understand how's that feeling

Oh well, I'll never forget the memory of this song

I mean the memory that has been carved

When I've found this song

p/s loveisamarathon

G R A S S

2010-12-17T03:09:00.002+08:00

JYEAAHHH!!

There...the GRASS hair!

Guess it's more or less like my HAIR now!

argh..I HATE hair that looks like grass

HAHA

Basically, my hair has been growing RAPIDLY

HAHA

EXAGGERATING again!

So, I NEED my BENJY gor gor

OK la..why don't I cut my hair for quite sometimes?

There's a REASON which I don't think it's still RELEVANT now

It was ONCE!

Breaking PROMISES is a bad thing to do hor?

But, I GUESS keeping promises WITHOUT reasons is DUMB!

I mean, the reasons were now GONE la!

There were reasons ONCE!

Thus, LIFE sucks when my HAIR grows!

p/s iloveBENJY!ineedBENJY!haha

Ways to Reduce STRESS!

2010-12-09T22:12:00.004+08:00

There...STRESS!!

Yeap, I am here to tell you all out there

that I am very STRESSFOOL now!

It's all because of EXAMINATIONS!

Not only that

But, the most AWFOOL thing is that

It's my FINALS!

Anyway, I am here to share my IDEA!

Ways to REDUCE stress!

Scroll DOWN til you see an IMAGE!

Tadaaaa!!

Try this

No LIES, it WORKS perfectly!

After doing so..

I can GUARANTEE that you will have

hehe

THE END!

p/s crapswhenimboredrevising

Bila Cinta....

2010-12-06T01:28:00.004+08:00

Bila cinta kini

Tak lagi bermakna

Yang ku rasa kini

Hanyalah nestapa

Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan

Manisnya janjimu

Yang ku sambut itu

Dengan segenap hatiku

Bila engkau pergi

Tinggalkan aku

Hilangnya cintamu

Menusuk hatiku

Ternyata memilih

Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu

Merobek jantungku

Hingga ku terjatuh

Dalam harapan

p/s thesonghastouchedrighttomyheart

RINDU means....

2010-12-04T22:32:00.003+08:00

RINDU

I guess, everyone would have that feeling

No matter it is to your family, pets, friends or lover

But, the question here is

What do you do when you're MISSING someone?

I have no idea at all on what should I do

Practically, I'm missing someone BADLY

Yeah..I mean it

Don't you all think it's TORTURING to miss someone?

Ouch..I wish...

I wish...

I WISH...

I REALLY WISH

p/s iwishuwerehere&idontneedtomissumuch

C.I.N.T.A

2010-12-02T19:04:00.004+08:00

CINTA

Itulah yang orang sering menceritakan

Aku pula menjadi pendengar setia

Ada yang SEDIH

Ada yang BAHAGIA

Ada yang KELAKAR

Ada yang BOSAN

Macam macam ada

Itulah cerita CINTA di dunia yang fana ini

Aku?

Ada..tp JAUH di MATA

Hanya DEKAT di HATI

RINDU sering bertamu di hati

Menanti KEHADIRAN si dia

Walau hingga TERLELAP

Ku tetap SETIA menanti

Mengapa?

Kerana ku pasti

Setiap kali mata ku CELIK di siang hari

Pasti ada saja kata kata daripadanya

Yang membuatkan aku TERSENYUM

Terima kasih PUTERA katak!

p/s akumahudicintai&mencintai

Simple Love

2010-11-30T00:40:00.003+08:00

Yes, a simple NOTE saying

You LOVE me

Is more than enough to make me SMILE

You NEVER failed to show

How much you CARE

Even it's just in a SIMPLE way

Simply saying that you MISS me

Is enough to let me know that you are THINKING of me

You simply AMAZE me with your JOKES

Ouch..I wonder when will we meet again

LOVE!

p/s missingyoubadly

Uneasy

2010-11-28T22:16:00.003+08:00

I should let you know

But the EGO inside me is HOLDING on me

I really think that you should know

Because this is about US

Still, I'm holding it back

I don't know WHY

You DESERVE to know

Because I WANT you to be part of me

Yes I really DO

So, I'll let you KNOW now

That I really MISS you!

p/s everythingremindsmeofu

HYPERnating After COLLOQUIUM

2010-11-27T19:54:00.004+08:00

Well, briefly...

Colloquium is a BIG BIG BIG thing for a Psychology student

As this presents the STUDY that you have did

Above PICTURE is the GANG that I've mentioned previously

The bowling session entry

Here, you can now see ALL the TEN of US!

Back (Left 2 Right): Gideon, Yee Jie, Kok Wai & Li Ann

Front (Left 2 Right): Chuin Ran, Wan Teng, Fionn, Me, Cheryl & Steph

Basically, we're trying to HYPERNATE after the BIG thing!

YES, it is a RELIEVE!

So, this is the 1st family

Practically, this is the 2nd family!

In conclusion, both of these families

Make up ONE HAPPY FAMILY!

p/s congratzandyouguysaregreat

Specially Dedicated To.....

2010-11-26T16:04:00.002+08:00

Siti Shaika Fatima

My CHILDHOOD friend

We met each other since PRIMARY SCHOOL

Surprisingly, we are still FRIENDS til now

In fact, she's a BEST friend of mine

We SHARE

We JOKE

We CRY

We LAUGH

Yes, we did most of the thing TOGETHER

She UNDERSTANDS me well

And she's the kind of friend whom I can RELY on

May it be in a WORSE situation or otherwise

I'm just GRATEFUL to have a friend like her

A friend that I could call TRUE FRIEND

Happy 20th Birthday, my friend

May all your wish come TRUE

Allah Bless You!

p/s neverhadafriendlikeyou

No Idea

2010-11-25T21:55:00.003+08:00

A CONFUSED look baby is shown above

I felt that way too

And it's ANNOYING

I'm BLUR currently

I just don't understand why do I feel so

I'm gonna suffer from ANXIETY DISORDER

Maybe it's just that I WORRIED too much

Yes..It's all about DECISIONS

I wonder if i ever made the RIGHT decisions

I CHOSE to move on

But, it doesn't seems RIGHT halfway through

I CHOSE to be like this

Eventually, I have some AWKWARD feelings

Ceh! What the HELL is WRONG actually?

I THINK too much maybe?

I'm WRONG in a way?

Oh gosh!

It FREAKS me anyway

p/s dontknowwhattodo

Is That Real?

2010-11-23T19:23:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since the last time

I cuddled and had a kiss on the forehead

It's been long too since the last time

I smiled all day long because of someone

Now, I guess I could have my smiles back

I'm grateful for that

And how I wish that it could lasts

I'm happy when I know that there's someone

I can rely on whenever I'm in need

There's someone I can lean my back to

whenever I'm weak

There's someone to catch me

whenever I fall

p/s unbreakmyheart

You're Still Missing

2010-11-21T15:20:00.004+08:00

You are still MISSING

Whereas I'm here MISSING you

I don't know WHY I do

Though I knew that you will NEVER know

I always wonder

Will you BE the ONE

to FILL up the MISSING part in my HEART

p/s i NEED u

Fun & Daydreams

2010-11-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

Had bowling with a bunch of college friends

They are the closes I have

Yes..we formed a GANG of TEN!

They are AWESOME n GREAT

I say so!

But 4 are missing in action for the BOWLING session

Though, I did have a FANTASTIC moment still

As usual, we JOKE, TEASE & SHARE

We are always the COOL & SPORTING gang

Coz, we care-less about the surrounding

When we JOKE & LAUGH

Though, something has been bothering me lately

Something that I really don't wanna MISS

I NEED that second CHANCE

Though, I have no CLUE at all

What's NEXT?

That question has been haunting me for quite sometimes

It has left me questions like

Take it or leave it

It makes me WONDER will it worthwhile if I STAY

It even makes me DOUBT sometimes

p/s ahh..LIFEhadneverbeenafaironeforme

S.E.C.R.E.T.S

2010-11-17T21:42:00.004+08:00

Well, as One Republic sang:

I need another story, Something to get off my chest

My life is kinda boring, Need something that I can confess

How is that related to me?

I don't know actually

But, the lyrics had smacked right into my ears

And then to my heart saying that it suits me

I'm ACTING as though I'm TOUGH

But I'm a bottle of INSECURITIES

Nice saying huh?

My God, amazing how we got this far

It's like we're chasing all those stars

Whose driver shining big black cars

This time don't need another perfect line

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my SECRETS away

As stated above

It KILLS me everyday

Yes, since the day you're GONE

It DOES that way

p/s this blog is inspired by one republic

Apologies!

2010-11-16T01:15:00.003+08:00

Okay! Okay!

I know what's quoted above is COMPLETELY right!

But, pls STOP apologizing

Not that I don't accept ur apologies

You're APOLOGIES were accepted

Yes..it is!

Since the day we're apart

Let it be in this way

Let bygone be bygone

Throw away whatever guilt you have in you

As well as SADNESS and SUFFERINGS

All you need to do is

To be HAPPY!

Yes, be FREE and GO ahead with ur HOPES & DREAMS

That'll be just FINE for me

Coz, I'll be accompanying you with my SMILES

p/s Be HAPPY! the LOVE has never FADE

Will It Ever Happens

2010-11-14T19:41:00.002+08:00

You've paint my heart all this time

Though we're friends

No matter of how far or how close

You've made me happy all the time

Whenever you are around

With all the sweet talks from you

We've been friends for sometimes

Sometimes I've been wondering

Til when will this friendship lasts

Or will it progress to another stage

Yet, I am no one to judge

Future is somewhat unpredictable

But hopes and efforts may make it through

p/s would we be one or remain friends?

Freaking FREAK!

2010-11-12T02:30:00.004+08:00

The quote above says it all

Yea, I don give a damn on how I look

even on how I feel

Juz to conform with anything

You can call me FREAK

You can call me NAMES

You can even REJECT me

But, I don CARE

I am who I am because you LOVED me

It has changed now

We're not ONE now but TWO

We don't share what we used to share now

I know how much you've missed it

I've missed it more than you do

Nothing can be changed WITHOUT initiatives

I don't LOVE you like I LOVED you YESTERDAY

Coz I LOVE you even more TODAY!

p/s THANK YOU for the memories!

2010-11-10T23:26:00.003+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday

Fionn Liew Yin Foong

You're 20 now

Hard to believe huh?

It's the REALITY though

You've been a good friend of mine since foundation

You're even the first friend that I met in foundation

We've shared all kinda stuff when we're around

Now that we may not be together all the time

It makes me realized of how BORING it is

But the FUN is back whenever you are around

Coz again we get to SHARE the crazy moments

Being with you I've actually learned a lot

*evil grin*

Oh well, not bad stuffs la

In fact, lots of GOOD stuffs

Yea, since you've turned 20 now

Wish you 'fai kou cheong dai'

Have a BLAST birthday with your 'lang'

Last but not least, wish all ur dreams come true

*by the 8th year of ur working u must av 10k eh*

p/s May we remain as friends forever

Come & Go

2010-11-07T20:44:00.002+08:00

It used to be that way now

YES! u come and go

as u wish

I'm not complaining

yet, to let u know

I wish u were here

However, I knew that u never know

Here...

I'm letting u know now

and so long

p/s i wish u were here

Wondering Where R You

2010-11-03T00:20:00.002+08:00

Haih.

You've been a busy man nowadays

It's been months passed

There's still NOTHING from you

I've been wondering where av you been

Are you okay?

Lots of stuff to be considered on

Well, after knowing each other

Had fun

Some serious conversations

I think you av the 'mr right' feel in you

*smiling*

Oh well, it's my bad though

I let you go

I now realized that I should have

I should have hold you tight

Go through ups n downs together

But I guess it's too late to do so now

Yet, I never want to lose you

I'll be waiting!

p/s I MISS U for real!

Another Disappointment

2010-11-02T23:48:00.003+08:00

After an early plan, it even FAILED earlier

yup..it failed before the day comes

I wanted to CHILL n RELAX in somewhere

SOMEWHERE i craved to go

but, it's a DISAPPOINTMENT now

FAMILY comes first

that's what I hold all this while

I av to leave my PLAN aside

for the SAKE of another plans from the family

Well, KUANTAN..

I'll be there when I really can make it

I HATE early PLANS for real

That's why I NEVER plan things early

I just LOVE the LAST MINUTE feel

coz at that moment, I'm SURE that I can make it

and that TRIGGERS my EXCITEMENT!

p/s it's a disappointment now!

=)

2010-11-01T15:47:00.002+08:00

today, i had presentation for human services.
i dunno why but i kept smiling when i present.
everything seems funny on the slides.

i saw cheryl in the first row. i realized she is very pretty. shes so pretty i dont think anyone else is prettier than her.
i think shes damn nice too, and kind, and such an awesome loving friend. without her as my friend in uni, my life would suck. seriously. i mean every word i say.

Happy Newlyweds!

2010-10-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

Happy Newlyweds to Elfi Eri & Nor Asimah

The GORGEOUS newlyweds

May God BLESS the marriage

Wish u both HAPPY and BLISS

May the marriage lasts til the last breathe

p/s regards from the whole family

Love vs Future

2010-10-31T01:52:00.005+08:00

After a long thought about LOVE

Now that I realized love doesn't really matter to me

Coz I know what I want

I don't either want to hurt myself because of love

And nowadays people ain't serious

Love is just a GAME to 'em

Thus, I want the FUTURE to be what matters to me
Yup, I wanted to have what i don't
I want my DREAMS come true
What matters most to me is my AMBITION
But, do I have one?
*LOL*

I want an exclusive RIDE
I want my own high class APARTMENT
I want to earn lots of MONEY
I want a COMFY LIVING for my FAMILY
I just want to LIVE a HAPPY life
just like others do

p/s LOVE doesn't matter to me BUT the FUTURE does!

Happy HALLOWEEN!

2010-10-31T00:55:00.005+08:00

Happy HALLOWEEN peeps!

A Halloween wish from 'meow meow' too

Not forget the 'woof woof' as well

p/s Tricks or Treats?

Waited For You But...

2010-10-30T01:35:00.003+08:00

U've called earlier

It carves a smile on my face

I'm staring at the phone

Counting on whether to answer or not

U annoyed me with ur pampered voice

I simply said 'are u crazy?'

U sulked and hang up the phone

But I did not text or even tried to call u back

Coz I know u'll be back

With NO doubts

U finally called me back

U said u're depressed becoz of something

I'm not good at buttering up

I've changed the topic then

U said u're gonna have dinner

U'll call me back

I've waited for u BUT...

U never do so

Not at least a text from u

p/s it's the LONGEST wait I'd ever felt

A Tribute to Ben-G

2010-10-29T00:08:00.003+08:00

Benjy Yap!

That's the person

I purposely post this entry for him

As a way to THANK all his efforts

His efforts in being an AWESOME hairstylist

So far, I'm satisfied with all his haircuts

Coz he's juz too PRO

*smiling*

He'll juz make his customer satisfied with his service

I guess all this while he had yet to fail in doing so

I mean to me la

Well, besides being ur hairstylist

I can see that he can be a GOOD friend too

Coz he's juz too FRIENDLY to be resisted

He has the sense of HUMOUR in him too

Yea, basically he's a FUNNY guy

and not forget the CUTE-ness in him too

*giggling*

p/s Keep up ur GOOD work, bro..i'll owez support u!

Piercings Stories

2010-10-28T01:36:00.004+08:00

This is the HELIX piercing

Yea, now u know

There r many kinda ear piercings

I've juz got to find out about that

I got a helix piercing the other day

Not pain oso

Just av red ear like PIGLET only ma
It's my 3rd time doing so ACTUALLY

However, I've got headache til now

But I'm not sure whether I oredi av headache

b4 the piercing or after

So, I'm trying to ignore the pain in my head la actually

It's only a part of it

Is that migraine?

No Idea!

Oh, this is TRAGUS piercing

COOL huh?

Can i??

Why not rite

This is the time to try whatever weird shyte stuff

wee..gonna get that one day

COOOOOL!

p/s I'm BRAVE! Are u?

Thank You!

2010-10-26T23:59:00.008+08:00

This is HAIKAL

I used to call him GEMOK in short, MOK

He has been a very NICE friend of mine

He accompanies me all the time

I mean, whenever I need someone

He'll be there for me

That's FOR SURE!

Practically, we've been best friends all the time

Though he had been cursing me everytime we meet

So do I

*smiled*

That doesn't affects our friendship even a bit

Cause, thats what make us laugh

We enjoyed every single moments

We shared the HAPPY and SAD parts

I just know that he's a kind of friend that I can RELY on

He always tries his very best to cheer me up

I just love the way he is

He is just who he is

And I accepted that without doubts or any other intentions

p/s LOVE u, Haikal and THANX for being my best friend!

Smiling Alone!

2010-10-24T16:27:00.002+08:00

Went to a wedding juz now

It was great and awesome

The environment there was excellent

The theme color of the wedding was pink n white

Awww..Lots of Love!

The bride n the bridegroom look GREAT!

And why do i smiled alone when i looked at the pelamin?

It reminds me of someone again

Someone that I adored once

Someone that I would wished for once

Someone that I could love for the rest of my life

Yet, it's all once upon a time story

Things have changed now

It would still change

Juz the matter of bad or good

Past taught me not to put high expectation on something

Once it crashes, you too will be crashed

And for sure it's not gonna be easy to get back up again

Thus, I'm now just following the flow

Coz life goes on no matter what

p/s u'r still my number ONE!

Congratulations!

2010-10-24T16:13:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to Syukri n Nashrah

The Newly Wed!

May the marriage be blessed by Allah

and also having great years ahead

The wedding was awesome

The food was nice

Of coz, the bride as well as the bridegroom

look GREAT together

You guys were made to be with each other

May the prayers bless both of you

With God's will, may the LOVE lasts forever

Amin

p/s regards from the whole family

My Love!

2010-10-23T19:24:00.009+08:00

I present to u Ginger and Dixie

both were proud mothers now

I owned Dixie on 11th March 2009

whereas Ginger on 29th July 2009

They are 1 year plus now

Heart them a lot!!

These are Dixie's sons and daughter

In actual, she had 6..but gave away 2 of them

and another 2 will be adopted by next week

ain't they adorable?

I'm keeping on of her son, I named him Blanket

aww...they are my entertainer in fact

Ginger's babies are still tiny

i don't have the chance to snap their pics yet!

Last but not least!

My Gurl, Heidi

adopted on May

She's born on 21st of March 2010

so, she's only 7 months old now

Naughty, Cheerful, Adorable, Lovable

That's her

It's not my fault to leash her

but it's gonna be a disaster if i don't

she's into chewing stuff at this stage

and everything will be gone if i don't leash her

FYI

my cats and dog live together

they played together

they sniffed each other

they look CUTE together

p/s i love all of u so much!

Doomed Weekends!

2010-10-23T00:26:00.004+08:00

weekends have arrived again

weekends used to be doomdays to me

coz you were always bz on weekends

that's what i've realized

u used to leave me alone

wondering how are u

wondering what are u doing

thinking of u madly

it's all my weekends' jobs

well, i don't really mind actually

coz i don't have the rights to

ain't i?

thus, have a happy weekends!

p/s i'll be missing u

Screwed Up!

2010-10-21T01:15:00.001+08:00

Basically, I've attend the PSY201 trial assessment

It's OBVIOUS enuff that it's gonna be a scary moment

Okay..and I just STONE there even if I'm prepared

The worst part is..I'm totally BLANK!

Without DOUBTS, I've SCREWED UP the whole thing!

NOW WHAT?!

Having HARD TIMES on a SOFT COUCH!
Yeah, that's what I do when I've got back home
I don't know what else to do
It's even too late to FIX anything now
Thanx to the SCARY situation

p/s i screw things up EXCELLENTLY!

It's an ILLUSION

2010-10-20T01:35:00.000+08:00

Since the day u've walked away

I've come to meet mr. LONELINESS

Though I always have the illusion that

you'll be back

Yes, I do DAYDREAM at times
Because I long for U
I wished that U're MINE
I dreamt that we belong TOGETHER

Til this very moment
My FAITH does not FADE even an inch
Keep BELIEVING in HIM is all I do

p/s ONLY you

H.A.T.R.E.D

2010-10-19T00:35:00.001+08:00

i HATE exams!
why do i need to do exams?
ouh..exams pissed me off!

But i am still struggling like MAD!

why can't i juz don't bother?

dang!

but i did realized something buried deep down in my heart

i MISS u

yes, i really DO!

yet, i'll never take the initiatives to tell u so

coz, i guess it's useless perhaps

nothing will be changed

it'll be juz the same like the day u walked away

and never turn around

I Did Not Ignore U Even 4 a Sec

2010-10-13T02:58:00.000+08:00

In all of a sudden, u appeared with a simple text

yet, thats what makes me smile

TanQ for that

i'm struggling for my midterms

and i admit that its depressing

but the blues turned into a smile when i know u'r with me

i'd nvr forget about u

IMPOSSIBLE that i will

sorry for the ignorance that u felt

its obviously that i did not do that on purpose

i am bz nowadays coz i purposely schedule myself with bz days

i need those days to help me on REHABILITATION

but the fact, i'd still think of u

coz i care for u

u should know dat i'll feel the hurt too

if ur heart is broken by the fool

if i told u that i wanna be in ur life

still, im aware that i would still lose u anyway

til this very moment

i am still thinking why

why are we still frens

when everything says we should be more than we are

a BIG thank u coz til today

u make me realize that i'm yet to lose u completely

by showing me the way how u care for me

A Letter For U

2010-10-01T18:42:00.000+08:00

i've been wondering for a while
if this is for real
and i'd be still wondering
if it is really a reality
i juz cant stop wondering

never thought of being in this situation
what more when people says heart never lies
ur instinct is always correct
thinking of someone always means missing him/her
oh lord, show me the facts

having u in my thought gets worse when im alone
it makes me smile when im listening to certain songs
it even makes me feel good when u'r present
gosh..perhaps im in love with u

but how could this happen
i nvr knew how and i nvr knew it would happen
its weird in a way
coz u'd say that u'r not my type
but i said i dont mind
coz heart says it all

love conquers everything
love makes u sacrifice no matter what
love makes u realize that u need someone sometimes
love makes people go mad
but love gives u peace in a way

p/s i love u

Tidak Mengerti...

2010-09-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

Tibe tibe aku terlintas utk menambahkan entry blog aku

so, tersesat la aku di sini n sdg menaip entry tuk kali ni

well, aku tak mengerti langsung apa yg aku mahukan skang ni

aku gembira tgk sahabat2 sekeliling bahagia dgn pasangan masing2

aku cemburu dgn kebahagiaan yg mrk kecapi

aku sedey melihat diri ini yg masih tdk berganjak dpd apa yg dh lepas

aku serabut memikirkan apa yg harus ku lakukan pd saat ini

aku nak berganjak dari mase silam

aku nak idup yg lebih baik

aku nak ubat hatiku yg terluka

aku nak kecapi kebahagiaan sptmana org lain sdg alami

I juz wanna fix my LIFE!

tp, aku x daya

luka yg sedia ada mengawal segala keputusan ku

luka yg sedia ada menghalang aku dpd jatuh cinta

luka yg sedia ada mengingatkan aku betapa sakitnya andai tersalah pilihan

luka yg sedia ada mengajar ku erti rasional

luka yg sedia ada itulah yg membuatku terpuruk di sudut ini

camne aku nak abaikan kisah silam sdgkan itu yg pernah bahagiakan aku

camne aku nak abaikan ia sdgkan itu yg pnh aku kesali

camne aku nak abaikan sdgkan itu yg aku harapkan

camne aku nak abaikan andai itulah satu2 nya harapan yg aku pnh genggam seerat2nya

terlalu ramai insan yg di luar sana terluka krn diri ini

dan aku x ingin benda itu berulang lagi

disebabkan itu jugalah aku tdk berganjak dpd luka ini

walau ku tahu seseorg itu akan hadir dan mgkn dialah yg ditakdirkan utk bahagiakan diri ini

keyakinan yg aku ada tdk cukup kuat utk aku mempercayai

aku tdk cukup berani utk menyayangi dan bersedia utk dilukai semula

argh~ inilah dia hidup

penuh dgn liku liku yg menguji kita

dan kini aku terasa terlalu lemah utk hadapi semua itu seorg diri

aku perlukan seseorang yg akan membimbing diri ini

yg dpt menerima diri ini dgn seadanya

yg dpt membahagiakan diri ini yg pernah terluka

This is How it Ends..

2010-08-28T16:26:00.000+08:00

ouh well..this is how it ends

after 2 months of suffering

it ends at last

its somekind of terrible suffering

i've been tortured in a torture chamber for 2 months

surprisingly, im still still alive til the end of the torturing

the day after tomoro will be my new chapter in life

hoping to av a better one this time

and may everything will be juz fine throughout this new chapter of mine

til then...

A =) to Hide a Million of ="( Away...

2010-08-24T05:35:00.000+08:00

the quote says it all...

its so true

a smile could mean a lot

it doesnt only mean happiness

but a faked smile could bring sadness

thus, nvr judge someone by their smiles

but be empathetic and know their hearts

enuff of sharing for this part

til then

All of a Sudden....

2010-08-19T05:03:00.000+08:00

hah! tu dia....
tibe2 je ase x sedap ati..
dats why im here...
konon2 nak luahkan segalanya...
konon2 tempat ni leh wat aku lebih tenang..
mampukah?

uhm..tah la..apa yg aku nga ase skg pon aku xtaw..
yg aku taw..aku ase x best je smlm and ari ni..
plus aku x leh tdo now..
and i dunno what to do..argh~
thinking of someone perhaps..
missing someone perhaps..
argh..i dont know!

kenapa la idup ni mcm ni en..
kenapa la ada ups and downs nye?
and kenapa la bila tibe nye down nye..
aku slalu jd lemah..?
ta ske! ta ske!
im not dat weak!?

adesss..tolong! i really2 need someone right now..
pls..help me get thru this..
i need to be okay to stay alive!!
brr~ so f*cked up rite now!!
damn !!

Why oh Why?

2010-08-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

why o why?

yep..thats the title for this tyme...

well, suddenly i found out something..

which is really2 annoying to me...

annoying, evil, and a not good thing..

basically, i juz dont understand..

why do ppl act so?

i mean lyk..controlling over someone else's freedom?

aint that crazy enuff? mind ur own business is better than doing so..

oh well, if its for goodness sake..God would bless u by doing so..

but if its for ur own goodness sake..would God still bless u i wonder..?

stay away from doing so..

never sell fish...i mean..never be a selfish one..

share the joy..be happy and let others feel the same..

and u'll be happier..i guarantee that..

basically, i hope by living happily and contributing happiness to others;

would make this world a better one...

lyk MJ sang: make it a better place..for u and for me and the entire human race..thr r ppl dying if u care enuff for the living..make a better place for u and for me..

well well..thats all folks..

out of ideas..hehehe..

FYI : this source aint for/from anyone else out thr..its my inspiration..tenQ..

Cayunx Dgn Apa Yg Aku Ada....

2010-08-13T13:43:00.000+08:00

tajuk di atas telah dirujuk...

eceh..mcm nak wat surat rasmi lak aku nie..

masuk air btol la...bese la..org br bgn..

hahahaha..dr smlm agy trasa nak wat blog..

tp xdpt2 lak idea..

ni nga try korek idea la nie..kot2 dpt ke kan..

well, aku cume nak ckp aku syg doe dgn apa yg aku ada skg..

walaupun x sehebat mana..bkn spt yg aku pnh impikan..

tp aku bersyukur dan gembira dgn keadaan yg skg nie..

bak kata lagu i wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad..

but i'll love the thgs i nvr had..

hehehehe..nyanyi plak dah..

k k..camni citenye..sape x pnh rasa kehilangan..

tol x?

sape x pnh rasa patah?

tol x?

org kata..hilang, berganti..patah, bertumbuh..

so? bila sume tu dh tjadi, of coz la korg akan sdr..

then seterusnya korg akan rase bsyukur kan?

bgs la kalo ada perasaan yg sebegitu..

pasal kalo xde tu bkn manusia rasenye..elok mati ja..hahaha..

aku penah je bertemu ngan boy yg pangai..

mengalahkan SYAITAN k...

tp Tuhan menggantikannya dgn seseorg yg jauh lebih baik slps dia pergi..

aku penah je kehilangan kwn baik..

dan Tuhan masih syg aku..Dia menggantikannya dgn seseorg yg jauh lebih baik..

so? apa lg yg aku nak?

sume itu sudah memadai bg aku kot..aku xmau lebih..

aku cume nak kebahagiaan dan kegembiraan..

baru baru ni..aku bertemu ngan kwn yg spatutnya dh lama kita kenal..

hahaha...sapa sangka leh jd serapat itu...

aku ase xpnh lg aku nak rapat2 ngan org yg aku br jupe or whatsoever..

well, org slalu kata aku ni menyombong..

aku bkn menyombong la wahai manusia..aku SEGAN..tu je..

tp drg ttp nak kata aku ni bajet COOL..n nmpk SOMBONG..

awww~ that's hurt..hahahaha..im not lyk dat buddies!

kesimpulannya..bersyukur la dgn apa yg korg ade..

kwn2...aku syg korg..trima kasih sbb slama ni menghiburkan aku..

ada di sisi bila aku perlukan someone..

jasa korg dikenang.. =) biar Tuhan yg balas ep..

kalo aku nak balas..x termampu aku ase..huhuhu..

k lar..mau mandi n g kolej jap..

continue later..

+ I'm LAVIGNE it +

2010-08-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

Lame gak x update blog en..

ni nak update la neh...

recently, aku g kuantan..igt saje je nak release tensen..

tp sebelum tu de lg satu kejadian yg pelik bin ajaib..

setelah 2 taun..tibe2 kite jd rapat lak..

thanx to PUTERI NAZHIRAH (cmtu kot ejanye)..

hahahaha!

well, dlu tah la sape yg start add sape dlu at myspace..

kitorg tegur2 cmtu je..tp pastu lost contact cmtu je jgk..

and then..sape sangka.. Tuhan maha Pengadil..

Dia temukan aku dan dia semula scr tdk langsung..

heeee~

kitorg pun mule la chat chat chat..

then dat day, ngah chat, tibe2 die tny 'ko x dtg kuantan ngan dak2 tu ke?'

aku pelik..aku tny blk.. 'ouh..drg grk arini ke? aku xtaw pape pon'

dia kata ' a'ah..ko dtg ar..'

then aku pun pk..ok gak tuh..alang2 ngah xbrp nak ade mood tuk duk umah..

aku roger la si aten..last2 wat kptsn tuk ikut drg...

uhm..kitorg smpi kuantan pd pukul 2am jumaat pg sabtu..

aku ajak la si gile ni dtg umah..

lepak skali..dia xnak..malu katanya..

wargh~ gedik nak mampuih!!!

xpe la..aku pun tggu je la esoknye..last2 dpt gak jupe..

tp bkn men kejap..?

kul 1130pm sampai 11 30 pagi esoknye..

aku dh kene gerak balik KL dah...

well, secara trus trangnye, mgkn sbb jupe kejap sgt kot..

rindu lak kat si gile tuh bile dh terpisah..

hahahaha..aku pun pelik nape leh jd gile ngan die..

i mean bkn minat ke jatuh cinta ke pe k..

GILE in the sense of menggile la..

cam bile bsama mst ade je yg nak diketawakan..

BEST ok!

smpi lah arini kitorg duk contact mlalui YM..n gelak2..

huhuhuhu...aku xpnh ade kwn spt kau gile!

aku jge x pnh sangka aku akan ada kwn cam kau gile!

dan aku bsyukur ade kwn cam kau gile!

sbb kau yg wat aku gelak ketawa bila aku sedih..

kau yg wat aku lupakan seketika mslh aku bila aku DOWN !

well, aku harap persahabatan ini mampu bertahan selama yg boleh..

blog ni aku wat khas tuk kau gayboy!

sbb aku nak kau tau yg aku hargai persahabatan yg terbina ini..

walaupun baru, tp aku dpt merasakan kemesraannya...

aku dpt ase mcm ada chemistry..

tp ko jgn la nak jatuh2 ati kat aku..pasal aku straight lg..

hahahaha..ko jaga la kwn aku agy sorg tu elok2 yep..

ko anggap je aku ni mcm adik2 ko.. ;D

uhm..asenye..sampai sini dlu kot..nnt2 aku update agy ep..

sayang dan rindu kao gayboy!

huh? Pity..Pity..

2010-08-03T03:05:00.000+08:00

hallu hallu..

lame ta update blog en..hahahahaha..

mak aih byk gile cite nak gtaw nie snanye..tp mls arrrr..

ada satu ni ha nak gtaw..

dlu en..mse ta dpt..beriye mengayat..bile dh dpt dibuatnye mcm2..

ouh..mmg best..ke main cara die wat aku sakit ati..

dikikisnya duit aku..ditipunya aku..

pergh~ aku tau kebenaran segala2nya..

sumenye atas pertolongan mmbr2..

dan jgk sbb die yg shengal..nak menipu tp x expert pon..

sbb xpnh g kursus menipu agy..

well, aku bg je pluang n pluang n pluang..

last2 aku dah menyampah..aku blah je ar..huhu..

aku x ase rugi ke sedey ke pe pon..

sbb mmg layak~

wanna know why..?sbb die dah pandai minta duit blanje..igt aku ape? bank manager?

dgr mcm2 cite..bwk awek ni bwk awek tu..nek mto peluk2..TUKAR TUKAR awek?

omg..geli la aku bila aku tau..

xmo aku jd salah sorg dpd awek2 tuh..

terasa geli n jijix..uhm..

the main reason i left him is becoz i found someone wayyyyyy better than him..

actually dh lama dah i found this person..

cume im not confident enuff jer..adesss~

wasted my tymes..

but now..God has gave him to me..what a GIFT..

thanx God..hahahaha..

u, the one act lyk a satan..

listen..i'll nvr 'halalkan' each and every cents that u've taken/used..

except those i've gave it to u sincerely from my heart..huhu..

will nvr 'halalkan' that di dunie dan akhirat..

uhm..ur sins and good deeds are the deals between u n God..

but the deals between u n i are over..i'll nvr forgive all ur mistakes..

coz u've made me suffer lyk hell..muahahaha (gelak jahat)

last but not least..may u av a good life afta this..

heard many bad stuffs bout u..

exchanging girlfie lyk nobody's matters..

and all of em r not even a nice/beautiful/pretty or whatsoever..

not that i say so..but somebody someone out thr told me so..~

lolx..coz u'll nvr care how do they look lyk..

what u only care is how thick is the notes in their pocket/purse..

lolx..guys out thr..nvr do what this fella has did to me..

its sinful..and senseless..

i know talking bad bout ppl is sinful too..

but i juz want to share my experience with u ppl..beware..

thr r these kinds of ppl out thr in this world..uh~

what an unfortunate luck i av..

anyway, things r better now..

i believe that everything's gonna be fine..

juz fine~

coz i nvr give up..i nvr stop believing in Him..

so, He gave me the most precious gift ever! =)

Tiba-Tiba Langsung X Faham

2010-06-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

aku xtahu nape tibe2 aku rase sebak...

yep..aku sebak sejurus sahaja aku bace blog kwn aku..

dajal tapi suci tajuknya..

plus aku nga dgr lagu nurani dendangan kristal..

tah laaa...

mgkn prasaan aku je lebih2...

mlm ni sumpah aku ase kesorangan sgt2...

aku blk dr crk..

aku lalu kat mcD BTHO..

tmpt aku slalu lepak ngan dia...

dia tu kwn aku k..

aku rindukan kehadiran dia sbnrnye..

tp tah la..

terkenangkan peristiwa satu mlm tu..

aku jd ego..aku pun tatau la nape aku tibe2 trasa hati..

xpnh pun aku amik ati ngan kate2 die yg mcm parit..

tp mlm tu aku tul2 trasa gile babie..

mlm ni plak..mcm shial hari aku..

mcm2 lak aku kene hadapi...

dah lame aku x rase cmni..

aku ase kesorangan..sunyi sgt2..

aku xkan biarkan airmata ni jatuh walau setitis..

tp aku x sekuat yg disangka..

ke mana pergi kekuatan yg pernah bertakhta dlm diri ini..

aku xtahu...

ke mana pergi kesabaran yg pernah menjadi kebanggaanku..

tu pun aku tatau gak..

ke mana pergi kegilaan yg pernah kwn2 ku sanjung...

masih..aku x tahu ke mana perginya..

harapan ku hanyalah satu...

Tuhan, temukanlah ku dgn seorang insan yang dpt ku gelarnya sbg sahabat..

sahabat yang akan hadir di sisiku tidak kira apa jua situasinya pon..

sahabat yg akan membangkitkan semula semangat ku andai ia hilang..

sahabat yg sejujur jujurnya ingin menjadi sorang sahabat..

Busy busy-ing....

2010-06-02T11:13:00.000+08:00

halloooo..

hey, sorry for not updating the blog..

im bz now..

juz bought a puppy..

its a golden..hehehe..

so, looking after a puppy is exactly like u look after a baby..

thats why im bz...

anyway, im happy with my life now..

i'd said go to hell with that satan...

i don give a damn care...

wahahahahaha..

dunia ini aku yang punya kini...

kau wajib dgr dan hormat sgala keputusan ku...

aku yg berkuasa...

so, i guess til here la..

will update n upload pics bout the puppy soon...

Juz some random stuff

2010-05-01T15:15:00.000+08:00

aluu aluu

hehe

its been a long tyme tak blog

im back anyway

tp takde cite pe sgt yg nak dicritakan pon

cume juz finish my first year 2nd sem

huhu

had gone thru lots of stuff and its tough i could say

well..of coz la byk sgt2 bende yg dah dilalui

dpd stadi ssh bagai nak rak

sampailah kes cinta

hahaha

ye la..normal..mana mgkin x terjebak ngan sume tu en

tp takpe laa

pengalaman en

well, and then someone jz pop out like those pop up ads

hahaha

someone that i did not expect

someone that i've been missing all this while i guess

someone that i know long tyme ago

someone that had been staying in my heart once

gah~ there u go

it's him

no photo this tyme

hahaha

secreto~

anyway, ppl out thr..listen carefully

for those who r craving for the key to my heart

well, i juz need more time for that la guys

seriously dont feel like thinking bout it

things wont go as smooth as we thought

believe me~

u dont wanna get hurt

so do i (speak like cristiano ronaldo)

hahaha

anyway, thanx for those who loved me

and as well as for those who r still loving me

love y'all too

hee~

New Hair Again~

2010-04-10T19:00:00.000+08:00

as written above

got that hairstyle from Shunji Matsuo

its the saloon's name

located at Mid Valley

basically its opposite of Kim Gary

hehe

i'm quoting back what is on the blue 'badge'

do u call it badge or pin?

i don't know

whatever la

hehehe

basically, its about my hair la

ntg much to write

hehe

tired and got no idea

Once Upon A Time~

2010-04-04T04:15:00.000+08:00

there i go~

*ROFL*

once upon a time

when im still a kid

i mean an innocent one

*GIGGLING*

eventho im innocent that time

yet ive realized that i've a world greatest dad in my life

as what is illustrated on my shirt laa~

*WINK*

back to the point

actually i dun even rmmbr any of this moment

til one day i saw this photo of myself

i guess its my dad's idea laa

since he's a photographer

so, he's gonna be the one who got this dressing me up idea

red indian? native? tribe?

*ROLLING EYE*

*SMILE*

anyway, i know im still cute in it

*NARCISTING*

hahaha

ouh..the cigarette is not burning

juz for display

hikhikhik

thanx DAD...

i lub u!

ha...touch ups!

2010-04-01T19:23:00.000+08:00

hey hey..

ntg much to post..

no new gossips..

no new stories..

no nothing...

hehehehe..

guess..my hair need some touch ups now..

argh..but got no idea what to do with it..

justin bieber's hair is not bad i guess..

but then...brrr...hehehehe..

gonna go get some hair cut soon..

hmm~

Random Things....

2010-03-23T00:21:00.001+08:00

haluuu haluuu

here i'm gonna talk about random things dat had happened lately

well, i've juz finished my assignments

which are PSY 112 and MCH 101

Psy 112 : Movie Review *What the tuuuttttt~ king of assgnments*

MCH101 : Collage...? Mass media ???

used up 2 to 3 hours to finished up the essay part of MCH101

but actually its juz a piece of craps i've gave!

used up to 21 hours tyme to get my PSY112 gone

hmm..last minute work is owez like that

could kill sometymes..or most of the times?

im like a zombie for the whole day today

havent slept for 21 hours til my class ends at 6pm

what else huh..?

oh..heavy rain caused my assssssssgnment to be more last min

coz it killed my internet access

huh...i have to like stayed at my best fren's house the whole nite

for the sake of getting my work done ?

sufferings~~~

the other fren of mine

quite close i guess

he's sick..fever...hmm

what should i do besides asking him to take his med on tyme

and rest well

may God bless u throughout ur sickening days

hehehehehe

past few minutes

another fren of mine

not really close but we've tried to be

juz knew each other for quite some time actually

texted me with an unbelievable text msg

he said~

he missed me

*FAINTED for 1 sec*

unbelievable coz i've nvr expected anything from him since that incident

well, sorry if i've hurt u once but there'll not gonna be twice

what else huh..?

ouh yea~

never been to CRK for like 1 week plus

most UNBELIEVABLE thing that happened recently

hahaha

Rachel is not going CRK for 1 week plus

gah~

im DAYM bz lar guys

dont even av tyme to sleep eat bath

what more to hang out?

ouh yea..one last thing

now i av to rush for 3 more assgnments

all group assgnments

PMG101, MCH101, PSy106

PSY106??? due this friday

and it's Ms Winnie's class

the best conditioning class i've ever had

hahahaha

Ms Winnie's students will understand what im trying to say

guess...thats all la folks!

gotta go get my sleeps again

continue my dreams

gonna die from lacking of sleeps!

It's Over I Guess

2010-03-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

well...the title says it all...

CRAPS!

2010-03-12T19:07:00.000+08:00

well...nothing much to blog actually

but dunno why i feel like typing n blogging

boring perhaps

don't rily understand life

why is it so

why must it be like this

why must it be like that

argh

so many things to count on

uhm...if u dont rily understand what im trying to convey

juz leave it

dont waste ur time

if u understood what im trying to convey

u'r brilliant then

coz i, myself dun rily know what im trying to say

gah~

oh...bored like hell

how the hell on earth that im stucked here

im rily curious bout that

why do i need to face such problems

why am i the one who's been chosen to

ah...God's will

yeah right~

still...im wondering

and wont stop wondering

why am i the one

why do i need to hold those burdens

it seems like sufferings are all around me

can it be washed away

i wonder again~

well...i gotta stop crapping now

bye for now

Aktiviti Di Malam Hari...

2010-03-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

Biarlah foto2 yg di'snap' oleh kami m'jd pencerita blog kali ni

hehe

inilah antara kenangan2 yg tercipta

akan dikenang slalu

gmbr2 ni la yg kan menjadi pengubat rindu di kala kesepian

hehe

mak cik sblh kanan ni namanya wany

aku kenal die mase aku tlg DJ masukkan lagu

die dtg minta lagu

pastu dr ctu kitorg kenal la

haa..wany korunk dah kenal en

yg sblh die

tibe2 ada muke cam setan2 sket muncul tu

tu pakwe diew

hehe..mrk dah 6thn bersama

walawey! smoga kekal aku doakan

ini lak iwan dan zack

aku kenal derang ni pun sbb derang ni slalu lepak CRK gak

bese la..dah ari2 jupe..lame2 knl la en

iwan ni ada nama samaran

DJ pggl die tiongman sbb idung die mancung

Zack lak..xtaw nak kata ape

die slalu ajak mmbr2 nyanyi..die payung

tp bile sampai2 turn die..sore tah ke mana

hahaha..mcm nyanyi dlm kelambu daa~

P.S: gambar DJ (abg wan) ngan ramai agy snanye geng2 lepak..x sempat snap lar..ada yg balik awal mlm td..DJ lak bz dating..haha..so, tggu je la next episod k..nnt achel cite lagi..k la..nak wat asemen..daa..